Brought into this world
Disabled and undeveloped
He faced an uphill battle
Many maladies and machines
To aid and prolong his stay
There was a choice to let him go
Or to prolong his life at birth
Serious words not fully understood
All men have a clock of life
His was running fast
He never walked, or ran
He never spoke or sang
But his beaming smile
Needed no words to convey
In his simple, innocent expression
And so one day as fate had it fixed
He came to Peds I.C.U. direct from E.D.
Labored breath that sought to tire
And drain his life so quickly
But this patient would not go so easily
There is but a small detail to know
He was not an ordinary patient, no
He had dedicated providers, yes
Amongst them was his Papa too
Who stayed by him through it all
He thought it funny to be percussed
Perhaps he thought he was flying
Not many hugs because of the fray
Of tubes and of wiring
But he knew no different
Wincing eyes and gurgling sounds
From fifty suction tubes a day
Every breath known sitting close
By his side working on him...pray
And rub his tummy
No one ever takes account
Of each and every breath
But this good fight
It lasted long, so very long
Until his releasing death
How long was he you ask
Two years and no more
A long struggle for such youth
All deserted him in short
Because they knew the truth
Deep down it's hard to think
To reckon with life's end
Especially a little child
There's no fairness found
So none trekked near
Relative ties and feelings lovingly strong
A Hippocratic oath, to do no harm
Thoughts of quietus to arrest ceaseless misery
The daily dilemma of his suffering seen
The constant quandary of why
He died in his struggle fought
So bravely this little warrior
That stood his final ground
Until the quenching end
Until that last sighed sound
Laying in the white casket
So small, so quiet, so well kept
No din of monitors and alarms
No rattling breath, gasping
Only somber unceasing stillness
The stillness heaven knows
When an angel has come
From mortal bounds
And earthly frailties
That are no more
The stillness that forwarns a tumult
All those close of coming storms
That accompany the deluge of tears
And blow in the faults, the blames to be
Destroyer of family bonds
He was buried in a small cemetary, afar
In a borrowed grave, alone
The day was cool, the wind did blow
A tiny white casket we interred
Playing the pipes in numbing shock
And if perchance when called
To Peds I.C.U., and passing by the door
Always looking for him
And on quiet occasions, rare
Sneeking up there, discreetly, but known
To where was spent three months of trial
And stand in the darkened room
Now filled with furniture in silence
All alone with head low
And the tears roll down
So pragmatic, and profound a man
Of medicine, in humility's grip
Weeps for his lose, and guilt
And for the helplessness learned
That mortal men should keep close by
But comforted in the thought
The memories of a little boy
Who's sincere smile could melt a calloused heart
As he listened to the music
That he and his Papa sweetly shared
In moments still undying...