Un alma en pena [English translation]

No light in the house, the cold in my feet

I begin to think, I lie upside down

In my bed and time passes me by, just remembering

Like a suffering soul I keep waiting

I'm really lacking in affection from years gone by

As a child loving, as an adult hating

And I'd rather be foolish so I don't look alone

I just flow like a river, discreetly I smile

I put on the long suit, glitter covers everything

The fear bubbling, the laughter raving

And I already am in zero of my backward count

Even if I lose a finger I'll give myself again

I try to hide being such a bastard

Let my wounds heal

I live waiting

And I start making a list of many, many cursed

In the homeland that adopts me there are many missing

And I have a lot of pain, a lot of rage here in my throat

Of this distant humanity, so selfish that also kills

And to sing from within it doesn't matter from whom is the voice

There's a lot to say, that not even a song is enough

I'm not that good with my speech, neither with my writing

These are only crazy words from a mad lady who has died