Lie down next to me and hold me a little,
soon I'll retreat into myself.
I wish there was some comfort to be found,
but I know that there is no help.
Now I must go into the darkness,
now I must go down into my well,
where no one I know can hear
how I scream.
So I want you to leave me alone
when you think I have fallen asleep;
I don’t want you to see me like this.
You know that I have never believed in any God,
but sometimes I go into His house.
So when dusk falls tomorrow
I'll go into the church and light two candles;
One for those I have hurt,
for friends I have let down,
and for the tears that they have cried
for my sake.
The other that I shall find a love with the strength to last,
and a woman who can for once love me
as I am.
A candle for those souls I have hurt,
for friends I have let down,
and for the tears that they have cried
for my sake.
The other that I shall find a love with the strength to last,
and a woman who can for once love me
as I am.