Résigne-moi [English translation]

It's finally there I found the fire starter

I had not imagined all that I will see there

It awakens pain

Deep mirror of all my fears

All my anxieties are awakened

How to open me up and not sink

But I can't run away anymore, I have to face it well

Look inside me for these hidden things

All these silences that are imposed,

I who usually speaks,

I'm no longer afraid to appear naked

In my crazy loneliness

I dream of no longer being judged

Cause life shows me what I have to face

I controlled everything not to collapse

A plan for all a plan won

I throw the ball

I'm afraid you'll go away leaving me quietly

So I pretend to forget everything

Far from your smiles that don't speak

Like a lover who doesn't stay

I let go of what I loved so much

Despite my heart that bangs and opens

Resign me

I try to connect to you

You who constantly pushes me away

My ego which still plays its own

And who is waiting, give me joy

I feel weary and lack of carelessness

I can't take it anymore

I have more confidence in your light

Without your caresses that turned me on

It's finally there I lifted the veil

I had not imagined it like that

I thought that at last I would find peace

Pain this word haunted me

I want to control everything

I really try to help you without forgetting me

Resign me

I'm afraid you'll go away leaving me quietly

So I pretend to forget everything

Far from your smiles that don't speak

Like a lover who doesn't stay

I let go of what I loved so much

Despite my heart that bangs and opens

Resign me

To do to do again and learn

I try to understand my feelings

Recognize myself in all these facts

Recognize myself to love me better

I know it well but must integrate it

More in my body than in my psyche

Resign me, resign me

I'm afraid you'll go away leaving me quietly

So I pretend to forget everything

Far from your smiles that don't speak

Like a lover who doesn't stay

I let go of what I loved so much

Despite my heart that bangs and opens

Resign me