Full of sorrow,
full of sorrow I fall asleep
And with more sorrow,
with more sorrow I wake up
In my chest, engraved in my chest
This habit,
the habit of loving you so much.
Despair,
I have for my despair
Inside of me,
the punishment inside of me
I do not want you,
I say that I do not want you
And at night,
at night I dream of you.
If I realize that I’ll die one day
In the despair of not be able to see you
I extend my shawl,
I extend my shawl on the floor
I extend my shawl and let myself fall asleep.
If I knew,
If I only knew that if I die
You would, you would cry for me
For one tear, for one of your tears
What a joy
I would let myself be killed!
For one tear,
for one of your tears
What a joy
I would let myself be killed!