Bitter [English translation]

Bitter, bittersweet breath,

Bitter, bittersweet waiting,

Beautiful self-pollination,

And I thought that I'd open up,

Beautiful self-anesthesia,

And I thought that I would feel

Bitter, bittersweet gravity,

Bitter, bittersweet emptiness,

Beautiful self-infatuation*,

And I thought that I'd see myself,

Beautiful self-estrangement,

And I thought that I'd find myself

No more chances,

No going back anymore,

No more chances,

No emotion anymore

Bitter, bittersweet hours,

Bitter, bittersweet wounds,

Beautiful self-exposure,

And I thought that I'd struggle,

Beautiful self-destruction,

And I thought that I'd dispute myself

No more chances,

No going back anymore,

No more chances,

No emotion anymore

I only want something that I can feel again

No more chances,

No going back anymore,

No more chances,

No emotion anymore

I'm no longer myself - I'll never be myself again