Do you know how much I miss (lack) after him?
I can't find some one like him to take care of
I tried a thousand things, and after doing each, I find myself longing for him more
I promise, only memories of him that keep me going
And each day I recall and remember things about him
And I think and linger, and my thoughts wander, and once I'm alone
I sit repeating his words mindlessly for hours.
Time has passed and many things happened and I couldn't forget him
I see his face on every person I see
I ask about him here and there, but I don't find him
Is it true he's really over me?
Could it be he doesn't long for me?