Он [On] [English translation]

I veil him from everybody,

He's my silence, he's my sin,

So many long days and nights

I burn between two fires,1

I go to him under hypnosis,

I drown in his kisses.

I come home by morning,

And feel love and pain inside.

He's my crime,

I'll give everything for him,

I'm on my knees on the edge

Before him.

Every breath is for him,

He was more than God,

And there's no escape (it's too late),

He was more than life.

I know for sure, you're still up,

I'm silent, you're silent in reply,

You'll forgive everything a hundred times, but

I don’t forgive myself.

I’m so scared to betray you,

To name you after his name,

I can't live without you,

It's our triangular captivity.

He's my crime?

I'll give everything for him,

I'm on my knees on the edge

Before him.

Every breath is for him.

He was more than God,

And there's no escape,

He was more than life.

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1. an idiom, here it means "I can't choose between two"