Bitter [English translation]

bitter, bittersweet breath

bitter, bittersweet waiting

beautiful self-pollination

and i thought i opened myself

beautiful self- pollination

bitter, bittersweet hardness

bitter, bittersweet emptyness

beautiful, self- blindening

and i thought i saw myself

beautiful self- alienation

and i thought i found myself

no more chances

no more going back

no more chances

no more feellings

bitter, bittersweet hours

bitter, bittersweet sores

beautiful self-exposure

and i thought i were myself

beautiful self-destruction

and i thought i fought over myself

no more chances

no more going back

no more chances

no more feellngs

i want something

i want to stand out from the crowd

no more chances

no more going back

no more chances

no more feelings

no longer myself

i don't become myself anymore