Niille joil on paha olla [English translation]

I was living the best time of my life for a moment,

chasing that the little piece of heaven

Never the low fence,

it does feel, that you dig the grave at the same time

Always harsh for yourself,

even if I don't meet the weakness in myself

I drove myself in to the corner with my requirements,

I lay for days on the floor in agony

I sat in the taxi of Paris and thought that I would like to die,

I drove past the cemetery, what if I would molder out there

I've used to be the strongest of all,

familiar dreams had become nightmares

I scared tomorrow, I didn't want to wake up,

there was a moment when I didn't understand anything anymore

Through self-examination I got hold of life again,

without help I wouldn't be here anymore

Chorus (2x):

This goes for those who are feeling bad,

when life hits hundred-zero

I've been choppy water in that boat,

now the Sun is shining, horizon looms ahead

Phone rings middle of the interviewing, my mom told the news,

but before I answered I heard it in my mind

From somewhere I knew that father is not here anymore,

my model rests on the frozen lake

In a moment you lose your friend in the eternity,

and it breaks the man, even if is broken already

Life keeps going, the caravan keeps going,

even if it feels sometime that you are going dead to this shit

Never get bitter or too cynical,

without ifs or buts, family comes together

This music gives strength to continue,

even if today would be bad day, I try to keep going

Chorus (2x)

I've laid on the floor,

thought how can I survive in here

I've cried the lungs out,

it have felt like I can't breath

But I am still here,

I don't let the fear touch me

And now I'm there where,

no one cannot touch me

But I am still here,

I don't let the fear touch me

And now I'm there where,

no one cannot touch me

Chorus (2x)