عكس اللي شايفينها [Aaks Elli Shayfenha] [English translation]

they said she's happy in her life

pursuing all her dreams

she looks so happy

In her laugh and her talk

living as If she's in paradise

As If she owns the whole world

they called her stubborn and strong

nothing can affect her

no one in this world can

tell her what to do

or why she would dream or have a wish

She doesn't need anything

Deep inside I'm the opposite to what they see

may God help her with heal her wounds

sometimes one smile Is hiding away a deep wound

sometimes there are things we don't like to show

Most of time I feel pain inside

A million hidden internal issues are so killing me

I wish I can talk to someone and get it off my chest

But my self-esteem holds me back

for years I live in my own trouble

I pretend to forget them

they're judging me according to my look

and the life that I'm living

at times I play it cool

but inside I'm a burning fire

If only those who envy me

put their feet In my shoes just for a second

to experience what I did

they will wish for another life

If I talk about what I'm going through

what difference does it make

what's the point