Born in a world of pain
Where an innocent soul
Has no choice but to be
Called from an oblivion
Daily echos of frustration
By an unprepared curator
Realizing the reality
That parenthood is
Suddenly the truth speaks
For years of obligation
Stand upon their shoulders
And they manifest barriers
Growing up in a home
Where shouting and yelling
Mingle with confrontation
Sometimes shared equally
On edge, always knowing
Wondering what will kindle
The fiery blasts of abuse
No rhyme, no reason
Pins and needles,
In each breath
In a nightmare
Where just being is sin
Never sure, never certain
Always leery of every word
Knowing any one could be
The one that invites confict
At war, everyday, always
Day and night, dread rules
Even dreams are not free
A flick of the switch interupts
The security of sleep
Is forsaken here in hell
This demon inhumane
Deriding compassion
Consumed by self gratification
Those who would steal from
Their time, needs, or fame
Are condemned to suffer so
All that they lost,
All that they could be
Rationalizing in their minds
Doling out retribution invariably
To be belittled by words
Their insufficiencies shared
To be beaten and bruised
Marked by their hatred
To escape is but a dream
Without an answer clear
Fearing the unknown
Fearing something worse
To live on a knife's edge
Dread and fearalways near
They are expected ever
In this troublesome world
Friends cannot come over
Their parents forbade them
When they spoke of truth
Truth that witnessed it
The day never came
A day of deliverance
No justice in this world
No relief for the wicked
Such a deliverance
To loose the bonds
To fly free from their grasp
Fading before them
Still trying to control
Still guilt manipulating
Like drowning men
Grasping anything to live
Even afar yet voicing
Attempting to maintain
Destroying possessions
Now in their way
The distance grows more
Never to close again
The chains that fell away
Flung away, forever
They live denying
They breathe lying
To themselves, to others
To paint a rosey print
Those that do not know
Cannot, will not see
But whispers fly afar
In the absence of progeny