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I have seen the most wretchéd of times

The most wretchéd of man

And wonder of survival

The boredom that defeats the purpose

The purpose that has vanquished

The heart that has cracked open

Death hides itself away

Life only peeks in from time to time

False smiles for others

Only tears for me

Walking in circles

Looking up and down

Seeing only grey to black

Fear of future

Regret of past

Wandering presence

Where are the flowers?

Where is the sun?

No birds

No laughter

Only the constant blur

The buzzing in my brain

Concrete emotions

Iced compassion

Is God there?

Is anyone really there?

I am not what I would be

I am what I won't be

Through smoke and alcohol

In the end remaining the same

The wretchéd days

The wretchéd haze

I do not even understand

Then I am not understood

Why does the caged bird sing

And I do not?