Je suis malade [English translation]

I don’t dream anymore, i don’t smoke anymore

I don’t have a history anymore

I am dirty without you

I am ugly without you

I am like an orphan in a dormitory

I don’t feel like living in my life

My life stops when you leave

I don’t have a life anymore and even my bed

Turns into a platform (of a station)

When you go away

I am ill

Completely ill

Like when my mother went out in the evening

And that she left me alone with my despair

I am ill, fully ill

You come, we never know when

You leave again, we never know where

And it will be soon two years

Since you didn’t give a damn.

Like to a rock

Like to a sin

I am locked on to you

I am tired, I am exhausted

To pretend being happy when they are here

I drink every night

But all whiskies

For me, they have the same taste

And all the boats carry your flag

I don’t know anymore where to go, you are everywhere

I am ill

Completely ill

I pour my blood in your body

And i am like a dead bird when you sleep

I am ill

Perfectly ill

You have deprived me of all my songs

You have drained me of all my words

And I have the heart completely ill

Though i had talent before having your skin

This love is killing me

If this goes on, i’ll die alone with me

Near my radio, like an idiot kid

Listening to my own voice singing

I am ill

Completely ill

Like when my mother went out in the evening

And that she left me alone with my despair

I am ill

This it is, i am ill

You have deprived me of all my songs

You have drained me of all my words

And I have the heart completely ill

Surrounded by barricades

You understand, I am ill