Je rentre [English translation]

If trees have grown, from the gate where I stand

I see in the garden swings and slides.

I ring with no answer, I do not wait, I rush,

I'm following the path, no vicious dog.

I'm coming home, I mean their home

I'm not staying, or just a little bit.

I'm coming into your home, as if it were mine

When it was ours last time.

If people are nice, as I will thank them,

I see in the living room pen, felts and coloring books.

If nothing has changed, everything get messed up,

I know the house, I'm getting upstairs,

And continue the trip.

If I hear screams jumping on the bed,

I open the door, I recognize myself.

The bedroom where I was, things I lived.

Little mixed race girl, with malice in her eyes,

Time takes me to what I used to be,

And if I go.

People are smiling, as I thank them,

No small coffee, I have to go.

We give some kisses, we wave to each other,

I'll wait to reach the portal before I cry.

I promise to not believe in everything that is lying to me anymore,

To not deny myself when I am in the pain,

Everything that harmed me, I'm forgiving, and then...

Surviving into sadness, so I would better see

Drunk, live with force, try to filter

Everything that I feel, childhood,

Everything in my body, without being able to explain what it is.

I promise to not believe in everything that is lying to me anymore,

To not deny myself when I am in the pain,

Everything that harmed me, I'm forgiving, and then...

Letting go my sadness, so I would better see

Drunk, live with force, try to filter

Everything that I feel, childhood,

Everything in my body, without being able to explain what it is.

I promise to not believe in everything that is lying to me anymore,

To not bore myself when I am in the pain,

Everything that harmed me, I'm forgiving, and then...

Dropping my sadness, so I would better see

Drunk, live with force, try to filter

Everything that I feel, childhood,

Everything in my body, without being able to explain what it is.