Custe o Que Custar [English translation]

I don't even know whether I'm happy or not

I don't even know to whom I give my heart

I need to believe

That I like someone

And this sadness

It's gonna have to cease whatever it takes

Sometimes I feel like crying

I want to 'have' someone

Who can understand

My disillusion

Even to think

That any longer

I won't have someone for me

I've already thought this way

And I even suffered a lot

I wonder, God, after all

I don't have peace

I don't even know whether I'm happy or not

I don't even know to whom I give my heart

I need to believe

That I like someone

And this sadness

It's gonna have to cease whatever it takes

Sometimes I feel like crying

I want to 'have' someone

Who can understand

My disillusion

Even to think

That any longer

I won't have someone for me

I've already thought this way

And I even suffered a lot

I wonder, God, after all

I don't have peace