Bad Disease lyrics

Well there is something about watching a crime,

it makes me wanna go out and make it all mine

It's something about seeing you fight,

it makes me wanna go out tonight

I got a bad disease

I got a bad disease to fall into,

yeah it's true

There's something about seeing him die

that puts it all into perspective, and I

wanna stay home, be left alone

Someone make my mind up so I don't have to decide

I got a bad disease

I got a bad disease to fall into,

yeah I do

There's some reason why I can't sit still,

every waking moment I feel so unfulfilled

I drive and I drown, but I don't know how

Baby, when I'm sleeping, if it's less like I'm dreaming

Oh my god,

I got a bad disease

I got a bad disease, it's got me down

on my knees

There's a fear I have, a feeling real bad,

I'm final if I find out that I'm not, I'll be sad

I try to cry to thoughts in the night,

oh, they got me thinking I'd be happier just drinkin'

It's not true

I got a bad disease

I got a bad disease, it's got me down

on my knees

I got a bad disease

will no-one help me please?

Not even you?