סחרחורת [Seharhoret] [English translation]

Oh Romeo, it was

A wonderful fantasy

But something's coming over me

The world seems different

Maybe everything is happening too fast

One ride too much

I won't say it out loud but

I want off

Too much to lose

Too many people to disappoint

Lots and lots of uncertainty

With that girl I love

I don't know how to cry

Or what's even going on inside

Too many things arise

Right on the wrong time

So I panicked

And I got

Dizzy

I didn't understand

What's going on with me? What is so painful?

And why am I standing in place

And everything else turns?

Ah ah ah ah

If the phone would ring

Let them look for me tomorrow

Enough with the phone already

Goddammit, what's the deal?

Come to our screen

Come be a successful star

A beautiful host, a perfect smile

Kids are falling into traps

And I have a fever and I don't have a fever

My heart is pounding fast

Sorry, I'm not with you today

I'm just busy losing my mind

Something hurts now

Don't check it online

Do us a favor and go lie down

Ooh... you've already checked it online…

So I panicked

And I got

Dizzy

I didn't understand

What's going on with me? What is so painful?

And why am I standing in place

And everything else turns?

Ah ah ah ah

The smile is upside down and the happiness is dry

Plenty of bad scenarios, fears, guilt, criticism

Been with the same haircut for two months

With the same clothes and the same dizziness

Tests all day long, I've replaced two doctors

Because sometimes doctors are just drug dealers

Who deny what's going on inside of you

And they treat your heart with aspirin

And the fears within still live, have yet to pass over some parts

And when they go all out, they're like a snowball

There's the rub, here is where the fuel is hidden

Answer the child within, either way

You have nowhere to run, man

I thought I was okay too

Till life changed its frequency with a bang

And I saw that just like most of the herd

For years I was swallowing News in shots

For years I was ignoring my emotions

For many years I was afraid to embarrass myself

How can I not fall into deep anxieties

If I… don't love myself

And until this also passes

Let everything turn…

Ah ah ah ah