Nereden bileceksiniz? [English translation]

I feel like my body and clothes are dusty

I feel like my future and past are dirty

I feel like my beard is now like rust

How is it possible that you can know,

how i am burning

I was like a sapling, now i am withered

I was like storm, now i stoped blowing

Now i am tired, very tired

How is it possible that you can know

what i passed through

I broked walls of stone

I moved out iron

I ruined my life and now i am here

How is it possible that you can know

why i escaped from my own life

In the sky a star is going off now

My mother is searching for me now

I have a lover and she is bleeding now

But how is it possible that you can know

why i am drinking...

I was like a lake of water, now one of blood

I am like a 'han' next to the road

I made mistakes and now i am burning

how is it possible that you can know

why i am not talking

I left a tear behind me

I left a crying wife

I left my left side empty hey

How is it possible that you can know

why i am so angry... ( at everyone/world)