Je suis malade [English translation]

I no longer dream. I no longer smoke

I don't even have a background any longer.

Without you, I'm dirty.

Without you, I'm ugly.

I'm like an orphan in a dormitory.

I longer have the wish to live my life.

My life ends when you leave.

I no longer have a life and even my bed

becomes an empty station

when you go away.

I'm suffering,

Really suffering,

Like when my mother used to go out at night

to leave me alone with my despair.

I'm suffering, really suffering.

You come back whenever,

You go away to places unknown.

And it will soon be two years

that you don't give a damn.

Like a rock,

Like a sin,

I'm hooked on you.

I'm tired, I'm worn out

Pretending to happy that they are there.

I drink every night

But all the whiskeys

Have the same taste to me.

And all the boats carry your ensign,

I no longer know where to go, you're everywhere

I'm suffering,

really suffering.

I pour my blood into you

And I'm like a dead bird when you sleep

I'm suffering,

really suffering.

You closed me off to all my songs,

You emptied me of all my words -

Yet I had talent before your touch

This love is killing me

If this carries on I'll die alone by myself,

Next to my radio like a stupid kid

listening to my own voice that sings

I'm suffering

Really suffering,

Like when my mother used to go out at night

To leave me alone with my despair

I'm suffering

That's right I'm suffering.

You closed me off to all my songs.

You emptied me of all my words.

And I have a suffering heart

surrounded by barricades.

Do you hear?. I'm suffering