I hereby take it upon myself
To love
To love
With all the hatred within me
To love
To love
The whole world is not at fault for my problems
For my losses and my doubts
And where are all my deeds and attributes
I hereby take it upon myself
Today, I am taking responsibility
For all the foolish things that I've done
To all those whom I've hurt, forgive me
For my walls, my hesitations, my defenses
For my negativity and underestimation
For my jealousy and my grudge
I take it upon myself to realize that I'm reckless and agitated
And to accept the consequences
Of my mistakes
With all the anger in my heart, over all my surroundings
This expectation that others will act or think like me
I hereby take it upon myself
To love
A love that does not depend on anything
To live in peace with who I am
And to let go of the past, at last
I take it upon myself
To let go of the one I loved
To let her live her life in peace
And to wish her well
She deserves to love as well
She deserves to love as well