XXXTENTACION - Snow

I see black skies, and white lies, I'd rather be

Dead, filling my head with different enemies

Thoughts consuming me, fueling my insecurities

As the ground right under me crumbles as if it wasn't there

It's too much, my heart's crushed, I'm not alive

I won't allow myself happiness 'cause it's all lies

I've seen the pain, I've run away so many times

Death and I are companions, it's here at all times

I won’t love, won’t trust, I won't die

I can’t feel, but managed to steal your heart, love

Was dirt poor, now fuck whores and want love

It seems that anything offered could be enough but

It’s time

Body falls so I don’t know who to call at all

Alone, and my heart, got tat

Of it broke

I’m so fucking numb, my life has succumb

To hatred and death, alone

In the snow