Resignation [English translation]

*Sleeping problem, headache, nausea, diarrhea, influenza, nervousness, sweating, dizziness

I want to kill myself

My body hurts, shivers and stinks

Covered with scars from many years of worship

My lungs feel soot and illness

My soul drawned and destiny

is destroyed by eternity abuse

My inner temple has fallen

I am nothing, disarmed