you talked about birds
that time in the attic room
on the waves of the bedspread
you looked beautiful
I was afraid of your freedom
and your heaving breast
and when I told you to leave
I wished you wouldn't obey me
and now I hear you in every song
and I would give up
all my promises
and the wishes of the voice of reason
if you were still mine
for the smallest moment
and I would give up
the sacred decisions
and also those persons
if you were mine for at least
the smallest moment
you were a strong wind on a pond
the outburst of laughter in a church
a trail that was too winding
and I was timid in my steps
and now I taste you in every raindrop
and now I feel you in every skin
and I would give up…
if winds would have screamed otherwise
where would I find shelter?
if waters would have run otherwise
which eyes would I look into?
where are you, where have your days taken you,
whose back do you stroke?
if our roads would have bent otherwise
would you still talk about birds
there in the attic room?
on the waves of the bedspread
would we be beautiful?