Boredom gets drunk - miles away
I count the rings on my hand
out there everything revolves
still, and nothing around
and I paint your shadow
to any wall
that is so different than you think
I have forgiven, I have given away
I gave you my love
gave you time, patience and money
I put my life
in your little world
whoever gives you the rain now
I hope he feels bad
whoever brings you through the night
please don't believe him
it is so different than you think
I have forgiven, I have given away
it is so oh without you
it is so disgusting, I do not want this
maybe you also think of me
it is so oh without you
and if you're lonely
maybe you also think of me
I sewed for me a duvet cover
from the time we had
and I am drinking old wounds
so deeply and alone
no mountain that I've not moved
pulled every chance on hairs here
for a life to be lived long
so wild and so free
it is so different than you think
I have forgiven, I have given away
it is so oh without you
it is so disgusting, I do not want this
maybe you also think of me
it is so oh without you
and if you're lonely
maybe you also think of me
it is so different than you think
I have forgiven, I have given away
it is so oh without you
it is so disgusting, I do not want this
maybe you also think of me
it is so oh without you
and if you're lonely
maybe you also think of me