Niille joil on paha olla [English translation]

I was having the best time of my life

Reaching for that little piece from the sky

Never a low fence

Started to feel like I was digging my own grave

Always hard on myself

Although I don't face my weaknesses

I drove myself to a corner with my expectations

For days I just laid on the ground in pain

Sat on the taxi in Paris, thinking I wanted to die

Drove past the graveyard, what if I was laying in there

Always used to being the strongest

Familiar dreams had changed into nightmares

I was afraid of tomorrow, I didn't want to wake up

There was a moment when I didn't realize anything anymore

Through self-examination, I got the hold of my life again

Without help, I wouldn't be here anymore

Chorus (2x):

This goes to the ones who are having a hard time

When life hits you 100-0

I've been in that crossroad

Now the sun shines horizon at the front

The phone rang in the middle of an interview

But before I answered I could hear it in my mind

Somehow I knew father wasn't here anymore

My role model rests on the lake's ice

Within moments you lose your friend forever

And it breaks a man even though you're already broken

Life goes on caravan keeps on going

Even if it sometimes feels like you start to get tired of this shit

You can never get bitter or get too cynical

Get guilty of 'what ifs', family unites

Music gives you the strength to carry on

Even if today you're feeling bad, hang in there.

Chorus (2x)

I've laid on the ground

Wondered how do you survive in here

I've screamed my lungs out

Have felt like I couldn't breathe

But I'm still here

I'm not letting the fear touch me

And now I'm where I can't be touched

I'm not letting the fear touch me

And now I'm where I can't be touched

Chorus (2x)