Nereden bileceksiniz? [English translation]

i have been covered in dust head to toe

my face and back have been covered by fog

my beards have been covered in rust

how will you know how i have been burning?

i was a young tree, i have been falling down,

i was a tempest , i ve been settled down

i have been tired , very tired

how will you know what i have been going thru?

i have been arrived by destroying the concrete walls

i have been arrived by ripping off the steals

i have been arrived by destroying my life

how will you know what i ve been running away from?

in the skies, stars have been fading now

my mom has been calling me now

i have a lover , has been suffering now

how will you know what i have been drinking for?

i was a fountain, i have turn out to be blood

i have beome a road house

i made a mistake i have been gone to wasted

how will you know why i have been in silence ?

i ve left crying eyes behind me

i ve left a crying wife

i ve left my left side dead

how will you know who I have been sulking to?