Je suis malade [English translation]

I don't dream anymore, I don't smoke anymore

I don't even have a history anymore

I'm ugly without you, I'm dirty without you

Like an orphan in a dormitory

I no longer feel like living my life

My life stops when you go

I no longer have a life, and even my bed

Turns into a train station platform

When you go

I'm ill, completely ill!

Like when my mother would go out at night

And she'd leave me alone with my despair

I'm ill, utterly ill

You come one never knows when

You go one never knows where

And soon it's going to be two years

That you don't give a damn

Like to a rock, like to a sin

I'm clung to you

I'm tired, I'm exhausted

From pretending to be happy

When they're here

I drink every night

And all the whiskeys to me taste the same

And all the boats fly your flag

I no longer know where to go

You're everywhere

I'm ill, completely ill

I shed my blood into your body

And I'm like a dead bird

When you you sleep

I'm ill, utterly ill

You've deprived me of all my songs

You've emptied me of all my words

Yet I think I had talent before you

This love is killing me

If this continues

I will die alone with myself

By my radio like a stupid kid

Listening to my own voice which will sing:

I'm ill, completely ill

Like when my mother would go out at night

And she'd leave me alone with my despair

I'm ill... that's it I'm ill

You've deprived me of all my songs

You've emptied me of all my words

And my heart is completely sick

Surrounded by barricades

D'you hear? I'm ill