Je suis malade [English translation]

I no longer dream , I no longer smoke

I no longer even have a story

I'm dirty without you , I'm ugly without you

I'm like an orphan who has no dormitory

I no longer want to live my life

My life ceases when you go away

I no longer have a life & even my bed

Turns into a platform of station

When you go away

I'm sick , completely sick

Like when my mother used to go out by night

& When she left me alone with my despair

I'm sick , perfectly sick

You come , I never know when

You go again , I never know where

& It's been two years soon

That you don't care

Like to a rock , like to a sin

I'm clung to you

I'm tired , I'm worn out

To pretend I'm happy when they are there

I drink every night but all the whiskies

Have the same taste to me

& All the boats carry your flag

I no longer know where I should go , you are everywhere

I'm sick , completely sick

I pour my blood down over your body

& I'm like a dead bird while you sleep

I'm sick , perfectly sick

You've deprived me of all my songs

You've emptied me of all my words

Though I used to have talent before your skin

This love kills me & if it continues

I will die alone with myself

Next to my radio like a stupid kid

Listening to my own voice that will sing

I'm sick , completely sick

Like when my mother used to go out by night

& When she left me alone with my despair

I'm sick , that's it I'm sick

You've deprived me of all my songs

You've emptied me of all my words

& My heart is completely sick

Surrounded with barricades , listen , I'm sick