Farkındayım [English translation]

it is not going however u do

sorrow doesnt leave you

it is living an advanture

harmony of small times

that u are loved or get sad

it is all remembering

memories is consequence

it is too hard to cheer the word up

i have burnt so many ships

Ne gemiler yaktım

i have hurt so much that

i looked from the other side at last

what i have seen,

i am far away from me as far as stars

i have to grow this girl up again

i have to make her walk in ember fire

i have to grind her in grinders

i realize

i have to win,lose

-i have to war for love

i have to grow this girl up again

i realize

u cannot choose urself

u cannot leave and run away

in an unbwritten story

in long or short term

u discover a lil bit

being able to be the other

being able to replace

u are learning staying at back