Guilt and atonement
Guilt and atonement
Guilt and atonement
But Can I, do I have another choice?
Don't I have this accursedness in me, the fire, the voice, the agony?
Guilt and atonement
I'm lying on the ground
despised
spit on my face
I am so ridiculous
gutted like a fish
This is the extent of their hate
Yes, sometimes I feel as if I would run behind myself!
I want to get away, run away from myself, but I
cannot, cannot escape myself!
Have to, have to go the way it chases me!
Have to run, run, endless streets! I want to get away, I want to get away!
Guilt and atonement
I want love
I will search
because I'm the god of losers
This is what I have done?
But I don't know anything about anything!
But who will believe me, who could possibly know, what it looks like inside of me?
How it screams and howls in there.
It's how I have to do it, don't want to, have to!
Don't want to! Have to!
And then a voice is screaming - and I can't hear myself anymore: Help!
I cannot, I cannot,
I cannot, I cannot